A fool or not a fool?

It's been a super long time since my last update, and at last I AM BACK!! :D

But this post is going to be very short, taking from my quite time today.

⁷ Fear of the Lord is the foundation of true knowledge,
but fools despise wisdom and discipline.
Proverbs 1:7 (NLT)

This is a truly popular verse, I'm sure almost everyone has heard about it.
Kalo bahasa indonya "takut akan Tuhan adalah permulaan pengetahuan, tetapi orang bodoh menghina hikmat dan didikan."

Nah, di sini ada perbedaan antara terjemahan indo sama versi inggris yg New Living Translation. Di bahasa indo, dikatakan "permulaan", sedangkan inggrisnya "foundation" or "dasar". Buat gue, kata "dasar" itu jauh lebih kuat maknanya dibandingkan "permulaan". Permulaan ya biasanya cuma awalnya doank, mula2, dan belom tentu itu jd dasar yg kuat.
Supaya sesuatu bisa berdiri dengan kokoh, dibutuhkan dasar yg kuat. Sama kayak hikmat dan pengetahuan, supaya bisa ada di hidup kita, kita butuh dasar yg kuat dari segala sesuatu, which is "fear of the Lord".

Yg amazingnya lagi nih, gue baru dibukain 1 revelation baru di kalimat selanjutnya: " but fools despise wisdom AND discipline."
di bahasa indo dikatakan "menghina hikmat dan DIDIKAN".
Dari dulu kayaknya I came across this verse so many times tapi nggak pernah ngeh kalo didikan di sini tuh maksudnya "discipline".

Apa itu disiplin?
Menurut merriam-webster dictionary, disiplin adalah " control gained by enforcing obedience or order " alias self-control. Pengendalian diri. titik.

Dan pertanyaan kedua, apa itu "despise"?
Lagi2 ngambil dari merriam-webster, despise adalah "to regard with contempt, distaste, disgust, or disdain; scorn; loathe."

Kalo versi gue, despise tuh waktu kita tau sesuatu, tapi nggak kita gubris (yah pake kata "menghina" juga boleh dah).

Gila men, selama ini pengendalian diri gue NOL besar! Kalo menurut alkitab nih, brati gue termasuk A FOOL donk? Kan dibilanknya "yg menghina hikmat DAN disiplin".
Gue sadar bo, selama ini gue ga disiplin bukan krn nggak bisa, tapi nggak mau! Malah milih melalukan hal yg ga penting drpd lakuin prioritas. Sama aja kan sama "menghina"?

Contoh deh, udah tau harus gambar dan beberesan kamar. Yg ada malah terus aja baca fanfiction gaje or ntn drama korea. HELLOOO??? -_-a

Oh well, skr udah tobat!!! Tobat!!
Ga mau deh jd orang bodoh lagi >_<"

The Cookies' Story

Especially for Crutz aka Rudy :p

Today Yos and I were making chocolate chip cookies after planning it for sooo long.
Finallyyy got to bake something! :D

Here's the recipe of the cookies we made, plus the photos!

The chewy recipe:
2 sticks unsalted butter
2 1/4 cups bread flour
1 teaspoon kosher salt
1 teaspoon baking soda
1/4 cup sugar
1 cup brown sugar
1 egg
1 egg yolk
2 tablespoons milk
1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract
2 cups semisweet chocolate chips

Oven to 375 f .
Melt butter on low heat.
Sift flour, salt, baking soda.
Cream butter and sugar on medium speed.
Add egg and yolk and milk and vanilla.
Mix Slowly incorporate the flour mixture until throughly combined.
Stir in chocolate chips.

After measuring everything by myself, I came to a conclusion that cookies really are scary -_-a. They'll make you munch and munch even more without realizing you've just gulped down 800++ calories of nothing but plain sugar and fat!! >_<"
We calculated about 1800 calories for the recipe above, which made about 48 cookies (4 batches of 12 each). Divided by this and that, it came down to about 36 calories per cookie.

Imagine if we eat 10 cookies a day, that will give us 360 extra calories. And to burn that extra calories with any other calories to lose weight, we need at least an hour of hard core cardio exercise. Not worthy -_-a.

Anyway, those are good, and I'm giving them away to my friends anyway XD.
Sharing the sugar overload muahahahaha :p.

Picture's time!

Doing the prep. And yea, camwhoring while measuring for the ingredients.

Making the dough, yayy! :D

The dough :)

Yos was baking the 1st batch while I was secretly eating the dough lol.

The burnt 1st batch. Actually it made the perfect combination for me: chewy and crunchy altogether! :D yummehhhh~

The final results are posted on the beginning of this post. After the burnt 1st batch which caused my entire kitchen and hallway covered in smoke, we finally baked nice and perfect cookies.
Too bad it's not dark chocolate, but oh well..For first timer the taste is not bad at all! :D
That's all for now folks!
Until later and God is IN you! ^^


xoxo,

moeT

The Journey of an Artist

Ever wonder why some people keep on drawing and painting but never improve? They seem stuck just where they are.

Well, me and my good friend had this conversation not long ago *in fact it was only a few days back*. We were talking about this one particular artist we knew who's done a lot but improvement.
Seriously, this person has posted one new artwork almost every day, but none of them are showing any progress.
Well, maybe just A SLIGHT improvement from last year.
It's pretty pathetic, especially for someone who's claiming to do a lot of commissions.

Anyway, that doesn't only happen to that particular person, but also to a lot of artists in general.
So, what makes an artist improve heaps and leaps, and what makes one don't?

I was having this question too for the longest time in my life. I was wondering, why some of my friends improved quickly and significantly while I didn't. It took me quite sometimes to finally see some nice progress.
I used to think that maybe I was at the slower side of the team. But boy, I was wrong!
It's true though, that everybody has their own pace to level up, but I learned that we are able to speed up the process through dedication and perseverance.

I'm on my 100 heads right now, and still 900 to go (for those of you who read my story on how I've started practicing on 1000 head drawings, you'll know what I'm talking about). Still long way to reach that 1000 goal, but I saw HUGE leap of improvement going on!
Between the first couple of heads to the latest ones, a huge huge difference! I posted them on my art blog and my sketchbook in imaginefx forum.
And the amazing thing is, it took me 1 month only to be able to draw like that now. I also practice on gesture studies, and now I can clearly see that my character or figure drawing is getting a lot looser, a lot more fluid, and a lot more movement!

I'm not trying to talk big about myself, but just want to show people that with dedication and perseverance, anything is possible!
What's your weakness point? Is it drawing the head? Hands? Feet? Environment? Value and color? Or anything else?
Those things can be overcome by doing practice EVERYDAY. Draw like there's no tomorrow. Carry sketchbook wherever you go. Sketch anything FROM LIFE whenever you're bored. Spare sometimes to practice. And don't forget to set your goal.
What do you want to accomplish within this practice? How many do you need to do in order for you to improve? Write it down in your memo, table, whatever.
Or better, write how many more to go for each studies.

Important thing to remember, know what to improve in each practice. That means don't just blindly draw. Just don't!
It's bad, and it will lead you nowhere. Artist who's blindly drawing without any direction what to do next, will only find themselves going around in a circle. And they'll get frustrated.
After they get frustrated, some of them will quit art, some will stay but only to be mediocre artists.
I bet no one wants to be mediocre, right?
I certainly don't want to :).

Blindly draw doesn't literally mean you close your eyes when you draw, but take cautions on things.
For example, when I started my 1000 heads, I didn't know which area I should focus on first. So I rendered my drawing and tried to show the head and facial structures using shading instead of line.
It's not bad, but it's kinda messy.
Then Mike *my beloved mentor* said, "Don't do shading. You can turn bad drawing into something great with shading, but if it's only line, bad drawing is basically bad."

That was when I had my first revelation on what to do: show structures using line. What he said completely makes sense. If your line drawing and line quality is great, you don't need shading to make your piece to look good.
Well, a well-thought and well-put shading will make the artwork better, but it only works if we have a well-drawn line drawing for the base.
So putting that into consideration, I tried to observe the model more carefully and think about each stroke I put down on my paper. Basically not just scribble and erase.
Now I understand what Bobby Chiu said in Reverie Workshop a year ago, "Do not rush to put down strokes. One thought, one stroke."

The same goes for painting, traditionally or digitally.
If people tell you to work on that darn plane-changes on the lips area, go practice!! Observe the model, spend your time getting the right study, instead of just blindly painting another portrait with the exact same mistake over and over again!
Please don't be so ignorant, people.
And don't give people reasons like, "This is my style." "Well, I like it that way."
Ok, you like it that way and you can suck your thumb in the corner and cry when you see your friends are getting a top-notch job and you're just doing another small commission.

Another important thing: DRAW FROM LIFE!!!
It's simple, but VERY crucial for us. Especially for you, artists who are struggling with drawing environment, people, still life, anything, put down your darn wacom tablet and your oh-so-pretty character design drawing, pick up your pencil or pen and start drawing whatever is in front of you!
Laptop, mattress, your room, your table with things on top, your neighbor's cars, cats, dogs, trees, your crush, teacher, friends, anything FROM LIFE.
People tend to miss this live-sketching part as crucial part of improvement. I admit, it's not fun sometimes to draw those things, but it helps tons for recognizing shapes, practicing line quality, speeding up drawing process, and for building up our visual library.
Wonder why some artists seem so effortless when drawing buildings? I bet that's because they do TONS of live-sketching of buildings around their place.

There's no short cut for art, people.
It ain't rocket science, you need to work hard for it.

A lot of people jump into design process *armor, costume, weapon whatever you name it*, before nailing down their basics.
It's just the same as building your house in a weak foundation. It's not bad, but it will look shaky.
Even if you have a great costume design for your character, but when you can't make the anatomy or the value works, your drawing or painting fails.
Master the basic first, then you can go crazy with design, composition, illustration, color, whatever!

Oh, another thing that ticks me off when talking with fellow artists, a lot of them claim to do studies from...MANGA. or Anime. -_-a
WHATTTT!!!!
Please don't do that. Do your studies from the real thing, whether it's a photo or observing directly or any other method, I don't care, but FROM REAL THING!
First of all, manga is one of a stylized versions of realism.
Second, not all manga artists know what they're doing.
Third, do you think Inoue Takehiko can pull amazing drawing out of his butt without doing any live studies? HECK NO! I bet that person understands the human anatomy well.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not against manga at all, in fact I love them! I just can't stand people who are so ignorant, only looking at manga or anime, and neglect the rest.
Having manga or anime references is good, especially manga with great quality of drawing.
But it's also good to look other styles too, just to broaden your horizon and learn from them :).

Here are some great artists that you might want to look at *well, they're my favorites :p*:
- Jon Foster
- Adam Hughes
- Travis Charest
- Bobby Chiu and Kei Acedera
- Jason Chan
- Goro Fujita
- Stephen Silver
- Claire Wendling

Alrite! That's all for now, be inspired guys! :)
Keep your passion burrrrningg, my fellow artists! There's always a room for improvement if we work hard!

God is IN you! ^^


xoxo,

moeT~

How to Train your...

Hooray! After spending time until 4.30 am this morning and had to go to class 3 hours later, I can say that I'm fairly happy with the outcome of this blog :D
And I decided to keep this blog for fun stuffs I encounter everyday *or every week*.

Speaking about blog, after a long time on indecisiveness, I finally set up a nice art blog.
I wasn't really confident with my skill, but right now I guess I'm getting better. Thanks to God for the strength He's been giving me to overcome obstacles, and everyone who's been supporting! :D
If you have time, check it out: http://sketchesmileage.blogspot.com/ :)

Anyway, I've been in love with animation world ever since I watched Dreamworks' newest movie "How to Train Your Dragon". That movie is SUPERB to the core! Poorly underrated at first, but Dreamworks managed to whoop us with awe.
The characters, storytelling, concept designs, everything is just...sweet.
Really sweet it made me watched it twice, two days in a row. And I'll totally go for the third round!
Can never get enough with Hiccup, Toothless and the vikings. They're just adorably enchanting.
For me, this is the first animation to grow so deep in me after Lion King.
For anybody who hasn't watched this movie, GO WATCH IT NOW! I demand your soul to go and buy the tickets to the nearest theater, preferably in 3D (because it just looks so much better).

It also has the bluray DVD coming out and an awesome artbook out already. A must buy! :D
Here are some of the images. I can die from too much dose of Toothless!! XD XD

credit: www.empiremovies.com

credit: www.filmofilia.com

credit: www.fanpop.com

The whole gang :D
credit: www.slashfilm.com

And here's some of the artbook preview I managed to find online. All credits go to Parka81 @flickr.


GODDDD!!! Looks soooooo GOOD!!!! TT_____TT *drooling* Definitely added to my "must-buy" list!! You can read the review at his blog: Parka Blogs.

Oh dear, how am I going to save money when I have so many artbooks I wanna buy?
But at least I managed to get Claire Wendling's and Stephen Silver's artbook when I was at Wondercon a few weeks ago :D
I also got 2 prints from Bobby Chiu and Kei Acedera (Imaginism Studio), plus a speed painting mini artbook by compilation of French artists. Spent quite a lot of money, but overall I'm really happy since those books are investment :).
I'll post them up later with a brief description of each stuff.

Oh, not forgetting 2 free posters from The Art Department aka TAD. And when I was in their booth, I saw one copy of Jon Foster's out of print artbook. I WANTED TO STEAL IT SOO BAD!! >____<" *bad Mutia!* Btw, for those of you who's never heard of Jon Foster, he's a superb illustrator who's done so many book covers. His works are just..breath-takingly beautiful. Here's the artbook that I wanted, and couple of his images.

The book!!!!! TT_____TT

Speaking about Wondercon, it was my first time coming into one, and I'll definitely go again next year! :D They had panels in Wondercon, and one of speakers was actually Adam Hughes!!! *O_o*. Unfortunately though, he didn't come T_T. I don't know what was going on but yeah..quite a disappointment.
Adam Hughes does a lot of Marvel and DC Comic stuffs, and he's one of my most fave artists right now :). I've been studying his line quality on his pencil works and painting.

Too bad I didn't bring my camera, or else I could've taken a lot of pictures -_-a. My camera right now kinda sucks. I really do think I need a new camera *sigh, MORE MONEY!!! >_<* Oh well, I really need to work now I guess? Alrity folks, that's all for now. I have to take a rest before actually going delusional because of lack of sleep and too much caffeine *weeeee!!!! XD* Cya in the next post and God is IN you! :D

GOD IS MY VICTORY!!

It's 2010 alreadyyy!!!!

This blog is practically near the brink of death for almost a year, blame to my laziness to update *haha*
It's been a lot going on for the past couple months *obviously, duh!*, but I just want to share something really simple right now.

Well, I'm in my last year of college and soon will enter the "professional" world. HUAHH!!! no longer a student!! Can you believe that?? Finally I'll be able to kick the "student" title from my shoulder MUAHAHAHA!
Honestly, I'm not ready for it. Really really not ready. The thought of real deadlines and paying bills and everything scares me away *ok mutia, how old are you???*
Sooo speaking about it, in order for me to be ready for the next journey, God has helped me a lot.

*Indo mode on*
Aduh sumpe susah bener bo ngetik pke bahasa inggris!!! -_-a
*Indo mode off*

It all started last semester when I took Anthony's class and on the very last day of class, he looked at my portfolio and said, "Honey, you'd better get crankin' right now, if not, you're not gonna make it into the industry."

....

Yes I knew from the very beginning that my level at that time didn't really cut for it. Still, hearing it directly from the professional *art director per se* punched me. Hard.
And it kinda made me realize, it was really useless to be prideful.
Yeah, I was that prideful of my work, and sometimes *a lot of times actually* looked down on people whom I thot wasn't standing in the same level. But guess what? God slapped me and crushed that ego of mine to pieces.

I knew I had to improve a lot, but had no clue where to start.
Then 1 day, I visited my best friend's classroom and talked to her teacher who used to be my teacher back in freshman year. For some reason, the conversation was going into improving skill and such, and suddenly Mike *her teacher* said to me, "Well, if you're willing to work hard, I'll help you out."

WHATTTT!!!

Seriously, it's like an answered prayer to me! God sent someone, who's been working in the industry *Lucasfilm, hello??* to be my personal mentor!
Mike said he was going to kick my butt, and he really does!!!! He even said the same thing Anthony said to me when he checked on my sketchbook. -_-a
So I guessed I really have to work hard, eh?
He assigned me 2500 drawings and 100 paintings to complete. Crazy, huh?
Those 2500 drawings consisted of 1000 heads, 500 legs, 500 arms, 250 feet and 250 hands. The 100 paintings consisted of 25 still lives, 25 portraits, 25 nude figures and 25 landscapes.
I also added 500 gestures to the "boot camp menu" to practice, plus started doing live sketching minimal 2 drawings per day.

Also, God gave me the chance to enroll into Honors Portfolio class. Some of my friends said they don't really like it and they feel like they're not improving, but it's different case for me.
The way I see that class is not just to make portfolios and get good grades. For me personally, that class is a training ground on how to surrender fully to the Lord.
Why?
Because I'm fully aware, if I don't rely on Him, I'm going to be soooo stressed out. We have the best students here, and honestly speaking, I don't deserve to enroll! I wasn't recommended to take this class when my midpoint review came out.
It's only by God's grace that Chuck *my director* reviewed couple of my stuffs for the second time and then let me take this class.

God knows my desire, and He lights up the path for me to see :).
I don't know what's more in store, but all I can believe is there's going to be something much much greater!
Remember that all believers are made for far greater things than ourselves can even imagine!
It's really amazing when I looked back on my journey with God. I've been far apart from Him for quite a long time, but He remains faithful to me.

"Be still and know that I am God." - Psalm 46:10

24!!

Sebenernya sih gue udah ngetik banyak entry buat blog ini, cuma kadang inspirasinya suka melayang entah kemana, mengakibatkan gue jatoh ke dalam mood malas dan akhirnya malah nggak dilanjut sama sekali.

Nah, yang kali ini sini gue mau share tentang surprise manis nan menyakitkan yang dikasih Tuhan and temen2 pas bday yang ke24 tanggal 12 Juli kmaren ini.
Yeah bebeh, GA NYANGKA UDAH 24!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
Can't believe how fast time goes, rasa2nya baru kemaren deh gue turn 18, eh tau2 sekarang udah jadi 24! Setaon lagi and I'll be living a quarter century hahaha :p

Eniwei, sebenernya nih ya, gue udah tau kalo malem tgl 11 bakalan disurprisin. Makanya gue secepat kilat beberes kamar biar keliatan "rapi" walopun nggak 100% rapi, tapi yah okelahhh... Abis sebelomnya bener2 kayak kandang ayam, baju dimana2, jalan aja susah saking lantainya udah ketutup sama majalah2 yang bertebaran hahahaha...
Kan malu kalo misalnya anak2 pada dateng kasih surprise tau2 menemukan gue tinggal di tempat yang agak tak layak disebut sebagai tempat peristirahatan manusia.

Eh, pas tinggal dikit lagi beberes, si Dita telpon, suruh gue turun ke bawah. Lah gue bingung donk, ni anak2 ga salah apa dateng jem 11 lebih. Kalo mau diserpraisin pasti datengnya mepet2 or even lebih dari jem 12. Tapi gue udah ada feeling, jangan2 ntar gue dibawa kemanaaa gitu.
Nah, bener aja tuh. Ternyata ide gue buat ngerjain Adri waktu dia bday dipake ke gue sendiri *dan Adri akhirnya ga jadi diserpraisin gara2 si Mike dengan bodohnya nampang di depan apartmentnya si Adri pas Adri ga sengaja keluar dari parkiran apartmentnya gara2 mau beli minum. Mbok ya tulung langsung sembunyi gitu loh Mikeeee, jangan malah nampang! huahuahauhua.*
Dan ngomong2 ide gue, waktu Adri bday tuh si Adam sempet nanya, "Enaknya si Adri diapain ya?"
Ya udah karena gue kreatif, jadilah gue bilank ke dia, "Gimana kalo kita blindfold Adri, trus kita culik dia, bawa ke twin peak or mana gitu, trus disurprisin di sana."
Nah, ternyata ide "blindfold-culik-bawa ke suatu tempat" itu kena ke gue sendiri. Dan jujur aja nihhhh, walopun gue ga ngomong2, tapi gue secretly wish ke Tuhan kalo gue pengen digituin *wakakaka, hasrat terpendam*.
Makanya begitu skenario ini dikerjakan, hepilah gue huahuahauhua :p
Dan gue udah nebak2 sih, pasti dibawanya ke tempat yang berbau2 "laut" karena emank gue lebih demen laut dibanding gunung :D.
Dan ternyata benar! Gue dibawa ke Ferry Building deket Bay Bridge situ. Langitnya lagi cerah, pemandangannya bagus, lampu2 dimana2, pokoknya cantek dahhh :D Sayang bulannya ga full moon hehehe..
Tapi gpp, masih indah kok :D :D

Eniweiii, seindah2nya malam yang bertabur bintang, ternyata gue kedapetan tragedi juga. Pertama kalinya gue jatoh ngejengkang ke belakang!!!!

Jadi tuh ya ceritanya, gue tau2 didudukkan di 1 tempat antah dimana, dan ditinggal begitu saja. Dengan keadaan diblindfold, gue bener2 berasa kayak sapi ompong yang buta dan ditinggal di tempat pejagalan. Trusss, maunya nih pura2 ngambek, biar pada ga enak dikit gitu maksudnya.
Eh, ternyata, saking gue terlalu bersemangat berakting ngambek, gue sama sekali nggak sadar kalo ternyata tempat duduknya itu nggak ada sandarannya sama sekali!
Alhasil, terjungkallah diriku ke belakang dengan suksesnya. Dunia serasa berputar, teman2!!
Sedetik, dua detik yang terdengar cuma hening... Nggak lama kemudian baru anak2 ngerumunin n pada tanya, "Mutttt!!! Are you OK??" sambil ngakak2 ga karuan.

Haizzzz!!! Saat itu perasaan gue bener2 campur aduk, antara bingung, ngeblank dan geli.
Bingung karena bener2 nggak terduga bisa turn out kayak gitu.
Ngeblank...ya karena saking bingungnya jadi ngeblank.
Kalo geli, yah udah sewajarnya karena emank menggelikan!

Yah pokoknya benar2 tak terlupakanlah pengalaman waktu bday kali ini :D
Tengkiu buat semua yang telah berupaya supaya malam itu menjadi malam yang bener2 memorable. You guys rock!!!! :D :D :D *group hugs*

Cerita Seputar Jakarta

Dan mutia melaporkan...

Setelah absen 2 bulan, bahkan lebih dalam hal blogging-memblogging, akhirnya gue balik lagi buat menuangkan tumpukan celotehan yang udah menggunung dalam hati.
Cerita kali ini panjang lho..semoga yang baca pada tahan ya :D

Pertama, sebenernya sebelom gue pulank Indo bulan desember kmaren, gue bertekad untuk mengupdate blog gue ini dengan perjalanan gue selama 1 1/2 bulan di Jakarta dan sekitarnya. Ternyata sodara2, rencana tetaplah jadi rencana karena gagal total semuanya huahuahua.
Yang ada, gue malah terlalu sibuk berhaha-hihi sama temen2, soping and bereksis2 ria, wisata kuliner, baca mangascannya eyeshield sampe 2 hari berturut2 gue tidur jem 8 pagi, dan hunting komik sampe ada kali gue beli skitar 100 biji.

Speaking of komik, akhirnya gue ngumpulin eyeshield 21 dari nomer 1 sampe 22 lengkapppp!!! thanks to my lil kucrit, si icha yang iseng2 beli eyeshield nomer 1 dan akhirnya membuat gue super ketagihan!!! hauhauhua :D
hirumaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
eniweiii back to the story...

Indonesia tanah air beta ini memang sangat menyenangkan. Nggak cuma gue kurusan di sono (ya iyalah, gimana ga kurusan kalo tiap jem 7 pagi dibangunin nyokap, diseret buat kelas yoga or rpm?? belom lagi temen gue yang ngajakin fitness molo kalo lagi nganggur, dan karena status gue adalah seorang pengacara, alhasil hampir tiap hari gue nongkrong di gym sambil ngecengin cowok2 cakep hauhauhau :p), dapet banyak baju (gaudi dan mangga dua emank tempat perhentian fave), dan kembali ke lifestyle ala nona2 ("mamiiii besok tulung masakin bakmoy yaaa..." "mbakkk kamarnya jangan lupa diberesin." "ayo pak gun, anter saya ke GI ya.").
hoek..oke deh, yang terakhir agak2 lebay alias berlebihan hauhaua...
Ngomong2 lifestyle, beneran lho, cuma di indo gue bisa pake red lipstick ke mall tanpa dipandang aneh sama orang2. Tapi ya musti liat2 mallnya lah ya..kalo ke puri doank pake lipstik merah mah ntar disangka mo lenongan kali ye? huahuahau...